When that which should bring you comfort
feels like being wrapped in razor wire
and chained to a mirror
to look at nothing but yourself
Numbness is salvation
As the blood drips with
every rip of your flesh
and tears do nothing but
make you wet.
Numbness is salvation.
When the chain around your neck
is too heavy to move
and the cold stone floor
is freezing
Numbness is salvation.
When loneliness is easier
than taking the chance to be loved
because everything has to be in its place
to keep you sane.
Numbness is salvation.
When every thought you have
and every move you make
is to balance you enough
that you don't fall off a cliff.
Numbness is salvation.
But when that happens,
you aren't numb anymore
and you can't control it
and you wonder then
What is my salvation?
Then you see how far you have to fall
and that chain doesn't look so bad anymore.