Deaf

Why can't they hear

why can't they see

what their words do so often

to people like me?

Why can't they listen

don't they even give a fuck

who draws their own blood

who finds death is luck?

God loves you....bullshit

only if you're one of them

sheep who forget their own 

fucking little sins.

God made me bad, you say?

Told you its okay to hate

How will you feel when my ending comes

by my own hand of fate?

Fuck you motherfuckers

Ain't no Christ-like in you

 just mount your high horses

so the hate you can spew.

I don't give a damn what you tell me

that ain't no kind of love

it feels like I'm in the talons

of a fucking monster dove.

It ain't God with whom I'm angry

its God who I trust

its you and your pulpit

feel holy if you must. 

But I walk to the woods

and on holy ground I stand

and I know I"m not judged

by you or any man. 

Blessed are the merciful

for it is mercy they will be shown

yet you scream of hate instead

from your righteous megaphones.

If you're offended by my anger

I'm offended by your conceit

dragging people through the shit pile

instead of offering a mercy seat.