Guess I had a Bad Day

I thought you'd never, never go away

That you'd be here, always, to stay

Thinkin' I still take your breath away

With our love, we'd always be okay.

They say that love, love conquers all

Guess that's nothin' but a bullsh*t call

Now you're gone and I feel so raw

I can't stand, but continue to crawl.

I thought I knew you, knew you so well

that if I looked in your eyes I surely could tell

when you were no longer under my spell

I feel foolish and face my hell. 

I planned on being on bended knee

to ask you again to marry me

instead I sit here quietly,

in a crowd, yet still so very lonely.

Guess that's life, let me say that it sucks

I've been hit hard with a major in flux,

The next decade was going to be deluxe

but now I find myself curled in corner tucks.

Yep, I'll make it, make it I will

but that don't mean that sometimes I won't feel

that I've been hit, hit in the grill.

But, like always, I'll find a way to chill. 

I'll be pissed, yes, and I'll be mad

and some days I know, I know I'll be sad

but I'll overcome and make my spirit glad

I'll not think of the love I once had.

Cause I've got to believe, believe in me

that I am more than somebody's throw away debris

that I am loving, and happy, and free

and I will resurrect spiritually.

Still, it hurts.